Out With the Old

Well, the roommate/ex girlfriend moved out. Just like that. Didn't even give me a warning. Good riddance to bad rubbish I say. So, after over 8 months of being broken up. Of all the shit she's caused me the last few months, she's gone and she can't affect me any longer. Now I hope she keeps up her end of the deal and pays me for the next month.

Things have been going good besides that. I'm on medication now for depression. Have had some good days. Actually the day before this happened I was doing really good. This will just be a minor set back I believe. The pills make me really really sleepy. I've been taking 2-3 hour naps during the day and I really don't like that. I also think they give me headaches but I'm not sure. It is one of the side effects.

This is the first time I've ever taken medication. I've been really worried about doing it but a friend came to me with some things he's seen in me that raised some flags. So, here I am. He noticed that my mood stings and the like were pushing my friends away and the first person I though of was my girlfriend. Her and I really get along so well. I fell so connected with her, it's really incredible. I know it's cliche to say it but I really believe I've found my soul mate in her. And she's been really supportive with me though this and for me, that really means a lot. She is always by my side, and always looking out for me. And for me, and my past relationship, that really is a breath of fresh air. I don't know where I'd be without her right now.

My cat is driving me up the wall. I believe that is was kittens are suppose to do. She's my alarm. 7am, she's outside my door meowing, telling me it's time to get up. And it's also the time to feed her and for her to run around the house like MAD. Afterwards she goes to be and gets upset if I try to wake her up. Hum, such is life.

It snows last night. Not a huge fan of that but the morning looked really nice. The world was sliver and white. I enjoy looking at the snow. I also enjoy knowing that I get to be inside and it stays outside for the most part. And not fall and be wet. That's always a plus.