IM NOT DOINS ANYTHING DAD! KTHXBYE!

I've been in a war.

A war with a kitten who loves to eat my plants even though they make her sick. I've given up on trying not to have her up there and just focusing on having her not eat the plants. Hopefully this new stuff I have will keep her from doing just that.

I think he saw me...

Ever had one of those days where you see all your flaws? Like they are just there all on the floor and you can't do anything but stare at them? Your not sure how to fix them, but there they are. That's today for me. It's almost like all my flaws came out and were just like, "Hello, we are here. We just wanted to swing by and let you know, and show you that yes, you still have us even though you've tried not to have us. We may come back later on. Kay! See ya!"

I can't say this is necessary a BAD thing. It's nice to know that I'm human and like others we all have our faults. Sometimes I feel I am too close to my Sagittarian nature. I've been accused of blaming everything on it. And there are times that I do feel I just chalk it up to the stars or the zodiac and call it done. Then there are times when I just look back at the zodiac and see, that is how Sagittarians are.  Can we be more then that? Do the stars really have that much of an effect on a person?

Call it what you want, but it's my believe that there is some sort of rule that in the universe. What that rule is, I have yet to find out but I think that within all this chaos there is some sort of order. Whether it be the stars, the Force or shiny duct tape, I don't know. What I do know is that I suffer from a horrible case of foot-in-mouth disease. I say things and in  my brain it sounds fine. But as soon as I say it, it's like the brain censor took off for a coffee break because I can't shut my mouth fast enough or try to catch my words.

I'd love to over come that. I'd love to not have this part of me affect so many others in my life. People like my friends, my family and the people I chose to be in a relationship with. I feel that I cause them so much drama because of it. And I don't mean to.

I really feel that I'm a lot like Pete's Dragon. Stomping happily though life, starting a few fires here and there but causing no real permanent damage. But it's not like that for others. They see it differently and I'm really trying to control it. It's not as if I mean to, just happens. But I'll try to be there on damage control.

Bring on the rest of the day! :-D