Here we are again.

2012

Not really what I was expecting.

I guess I'm worried that all the stories might be true. That this yea may very well be the last. If so, what am I going to do with it? I'd love to travel. To see some place I've never seen before. But that takes money and no job at the moment means no funds. No funds, no fun.

Also finding a job up here is hard. I'm really starting to think that I shouldn't have moved up here. With the massive drama, the rift in friends and no jobs in sight, I think maybe I should have stayed put. At the same time, I've made some nice friends here and I have a great place. So, I guess it's all give and take.

I guess when it comes down to it, I'll have to take a job that I don't really know nor like. I hate that idea of going somewhere when I know I'm not happy there. I've always had jobs I liked. At the same time, maybe this new path could be something I would enjoy. Advice I would give myself would be you have to do what you have to do. You need money to live. And sure, the job isn't right for you, but its for right now and you need to have something to hold you over.

Right now, I've been playing a lot of City of Heroes. I spend more time thinking of characters and creating them then I do playing them. We all find our fun in diffrent ways.

I've been missing Star Wars Galaxies. I keep wanting to get lost in that world again. But I think it is the role play that I'm really missing. I can't seem to find that in City of Heroes.

Indy Kid, observing the city from above.

I know I need to write more in this blog. Just for myself. Maybe just writing will help get my thoughts in order.

Well, here's to 2012. Hope we all make it to 2013